After attending the first two weeks of LMS tutorial on Self- Awareness & Self- Esteem, I had a deeper understanding of myself. I have found out what are my strength and weakness. I'm the type of person who believe in horoscope. Hence monthly I will spend money on buying magazine not only to check out the latest fashion trend but also to check out my horoscope for that month. My horoscope is pisces and pisces people character tend to be artistic, emotional and timid (very agree with it). I'm the type of person who is very emotional. Whenever I watch a sad show, I will start to cry non- stop, though I knew it not real, just a show. I'm also a very timid girl, afraid of insects and dare not to watch horror movies at all. From the tutorial, I also found out that I'm not an adventurous person. So I think I need to improve on that by going theme park and take a roller coaster ride. Haha.
Two main factors that make me having low self- esteem are, lack of confident and unable to manage stress. I intend to manage my low self- esteem by keep on boosting my confident by practising self- affirmation. Every morning when I wake up I must say this sentence, ' I'm a confident person, I can do it.' Moreover, I think I should not give myself so much stress, as stress is created by myself. Other then that, I must also raise my self- esteem by having positive thinking and surround myself with positive and supportive people.( I have a very supportive family, especially my mother. She always show care and concern to me whenever I'm feeling low. I also have a group of friends who is very cheerful and lovely. They will make you feel very elated whenever you go out with them.)
With a bit of my imagination, I think 5 years later,I will become a perfectionist accountancy.Haha. Of course also having a healthier self-esteem compare to now. Will be able to manage stress and having more confident. I like people to remember me that I'm a chatterbox cause many of my friends said I'm a quiet person, actually I'm not.Hehe. I'm also a thrifty person. I have working experiences before, hence I know earning money is not easy. I have some useful tips on how to keep to your budget. First steps to not overspending is to re-exmine your atttitude towards budgeting. Second is the Needs Vs Wants. Always ask yourself this questions: Do I really need it? Is it worth buying it? 'Spending less is easier than saving more.'
The steps I intend to take to reach my goals(having a healthier self-esteem)are continue to observe myself and seek more feedback from my friends. Lastly, from the tutorial I learnt about the importance of Self- Awareness & Self- Esteem, it really useful for my development.
